Well all the best when it comes Ade

Yes i can relate so well to how your feeling, been 3 years for me now and it still could be just yesterday. We all deal with things in our own way though as you must do. Strange to people not involved in the sport or even to those who are, but i actually feel close to Ross when we are racing as i know it was all he ever wanted to do from when he started toddling ! and i was blessed for a few years to enjoy that time with him as i do now with the boys. Hey bit emotional this eh ? keep your chin up.

Love,
stella x