Ok, I ended up telling my lady about this wee little secret yesterday :o
She reacted just how I expected her to, She basically said, that what ever I decide to do, she will be behind me 8)

There is a lot of time yet before I can commit, or will commit, I want to make sure that I am physically perfect for the task, before making any final decisions.

MV, I do remember our meeting after the bus trip mate,I think I commented something like, (you do not look like I expected?)

Thanks to all other best wishes, as true fans of this race meeting, I feel it is your right to iknow how things are going with me, as you all showed so much concern, I will try to keep you all up to date as things progress.