Hilary, from what I have heard about you, its onlly a matter
of time.
That is if you wouldnt rather retire gracefully.
No...... it dosent sound like you!

Seriously, I wish you every success in trying.

I remeber how I struggled to ride again after my accident
which was a simple fracture.
Most of the struggle was in my head.

You just need to decide first if its what you want.

Best wishes